It figures...When I am at pretty much my brokest since working back at McBastards, I find an extravagantly expensive handbag, courtesy of Kate Spade, that I desperately want. I hate doctor bills, I hate other random bills that I cannot pay, I hate the fact that I have to shell out money for someone else to watch the bambino, I hate that I'm back to buying generic-brand and less-than-healthy food, because eating healthy really is too damn expensive. I hate that all I want to do is sit here and wallow in self-pity and whine about the fact that I don't have $300 to spend on a purse. Which in and of itself is utterly ridiculous...When Jay bought me the KS messenger bag for Christmas a couple years ago, I said I'd use it until it fell apart. And I will...I much prefer messenger bags to "conventional" purses or handbags...But this one I now want is rather cute. Oh well. Maybe by the time it's out of style and goes on sale, I'll be able to afford it...If I still like it and all.